Today I had both my MRI’s. I was a bit terrified a few days ago for fear of what happened in the ER. Thankful for many people praying I was able to go in with a mostly peaceful heart about it all. I was nervous but they were so helpful in telling me exactly what what would happen and that I had an out if I needed it. It went so smoothly! The injection was not that painful and hasn’t caused me any pain afterwards either. We went directly to the MRI after the injection and I was able to lay completely still and not get too anxious. It took a while for my heart to stop beating out of my chest but then I was able to relax and just enjoy the music playing through the headphones. In between the two MRI’s I was able to get up and use the rest room and despite being more covered in the tub I enjoyed the moment to just be still. We will find out more information later this week.
This afternoon has been nice with the kids home but also frustrating. They wanted to help decorate for Fall which has been fun and ridiculous. We managed to get most of it don’t and it looks pretty good. I am mostly frustrated with my vision, I still am unable to see well with my eye that is being treated and I get a little to a lot anxious and irritated by it. I just hope that it will heal soon so I can feel like Im not being smothered halfway because I can’t see. Most of the time I can handle it and not notice it but the afternoon and evening it gets tired and really annoys me. Anyway this is just small potatoes compared to what many people have to deal with in life so I really don’t need to complain but thats what I feel. I’m trying to just look at the blessings of how good I feel most of the time and that I am not in severe pain like I am so often.
So next step is what to make for supper. Not many options for this girl so that causes some frustration and anxiety but at least I am able bodied enough to make it for my family! Better get it done!